Finally you know what you must do.
Or semi-finally. You pass eighteen-wheel trucks on the two-lane road
to Crystal Falls where the fungus is. You pass them at some risk to
yourself, since it's dark and the snow is coming down like tv static
with the wind kicking it up. But you care less and less about your body.
Your brother is with you in the passenger seat, where he always is when
you are in the car, even when your dad drives, even when your mother
used to drive, though her vision wasn't so good at night and the dashed
lines would blur.
Your brother's mouth is open but
he's not snoring is not sleeping but watching the snow go by. It's like
you're in a warm and minor world in the middle of the bigger world,
rushing through it like a pipe.
There are four cans of gasoline
in the back of the car.
You can hear the gas lapping at
the sides of the cans. It's like you're on a boat.
Your brother nods which means antenna
which means radio which means he wants a song any song or just the static
sound.
Nothing comes in through all this
weather.
You wonder what you'll do when you
get to the fungus.
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